PAPA, YOU LEFT ME ALONE …MISS U …Thank You for everything…

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You left me alone in this world…. and I am missing you all the time…my brain took two days to register that you are no more with me, I will not be able to see you again, it ill not be possible to hear your voice again, to see you smiling again, to see happiness in your eyes after meeting me ….although you were living with other family members my mother, brother, nephew, niece, daughter in law…but wait in your eyes and happiness on your face was completely different after you meet me, and suddenly you went too far and you are unapproachable, two days back after your death you came in my dream, your soul was talking to me and stopping me to do something in your loving and tender voice …like you use to say to me….and whenever I cry for you, your soul coonects with me and ask me to stop crying as it hurts you …but now who will feel my pain, my thoughts…you were not fit because of your neuro illness but your heart and soul was always connected with to my feelings….I am a mirror image of you in looks, thoughts, feelings, behavior…I am proud of that …you gave me sky to fly…you had confidence and trust in me…even I was wrong sometimes..but you never scolded me, but on the contrary, you always supported me and gave me strength ..you made me a fighter, brave, not to be sacred in difficult situation…and gave me the confidence to become who I am today…I think I was your favorite in the entire family and that was the reason I was too pampered by you all the time of life from a baby to an adult woman…I Thank You for everything you taught me, for your refined Gene and DNA I received from you….thank you for believing in me and making me a good, empathetic, sensible human….I wish if there is a theory of rebirth……..I want to be your daughter again in every birth…no matter how many struggles I had to do with you but at the end of the day it made me a good and independent human….like a polished GOLD…This is the first article I am writing and I dedicateding this to you in your memory forever….Do wait for me in your next birth …we will meet again for sure……..MISS YOU DAD …….